So I'm off out tonight, but It seems I cant get any of my "Friends" to come. It's like I barely have anyfriends anymore. I've either lost them through being a mother or past relationship. Its like no one gives a shit anymore. None of this helps with my depression I feel I'm losing everything, and the feeling behind everything. I don't know who I am any more. I miss the old me, but I'm never going to get that back. I can't see myself being with anyone anymore either. I just see this Lovely Mother doing everything and anything for her daughter, giggling any having fun with her. But once she's in bed all I see is a lonely depressed women sitting on the sofa with nothing.
Seriously, apart from my Gorgeous Daughter, Whats the point in Life.....
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