Monday, 13 June 2011

Updateing on the WoW!!!

UpDate on The WoW!!!
so.. since my ear problems, I can now hear. I’ve moved house. It’s just me and my daughter. Which is good and a lot better focusing on just the two of us.
I’ve had fun too. been out once with my friend Lou, had a great time, I kind of owe her for ditching her for about10 minutes but i believe i may of just repaided her.
I’ve noticed the whole being single didn’t quiet click with everyone until I’d actually moved out from living with my ex. which is quiet understandable. But it’s giving me good friendships in the long run, also means somepoint i can start having a fun time, possibly catching up on the fun i was having at 17 which i sacrificied by having Kiara, but there are ways of working around that without becoming one of those mothers that dump their children on others and fuck off, cause at the end of the day I wanted Kiara so I’ve going to bloody well enjoy life with her.*Grin*
it’s nice to have friends round and them to feel comfortable around the house not have that un needed weird tension of someone giving them daggers. I think that helps me a lot too, I’m realizing who I am as well as getting back to my old self.
I just need some more self confidence and some more “fun” and to get out more.
Oh and I’ve lost weight I’ve gone from 13st 1lbs to 12st 8.5lbs in what two-three weeks. I started slimming world today so lots of books to read and to work out whats good and bad and keep up my exercising :D