Happy days, Lonely nights

So me and Sam are no longer together, he's moved out, I'm coping well with kiara, just once she's alseep at night it's so quiet and lonely, it's why i don't mid her waking up whilenim awake to remind me she's there and i'm not on my own. I need more company I think, I'm hopfully going out on Friday, Sam is goig to have her here as where he is (friends) isn't suitable for kiara to stop over. Which is a downer if I want friends to come stay over that night. But I'm not to fussed at the moment.
Kiara is now walking with her Disney princess car toy. She says no while shaking her head, but of course dad is still her favorite word.
I'm coping well enough with house work. It keeps me busy. Good thing is I can have friends over and them not feel uncomfortable with Sam here. Just gettig them to come. I miss having him here, but I should be okay.
He came over yesterday to see kiara and when she woke up and saw him she was soo happy.
He did piss me off though, cause he's been here this month I asked him to pay half towards the phone bill and he said he would, depending on money. well when he was here I asked him if he had it, and he said he didn't it was only £20 he said he had to pay for the practise room, his debt, and drivig lesson, but he'd been out Friday night and spent £20 on alcohol. And said he's only got £5 to his name and doesn't have money for food. It fucking pussed me off that he'd spent money on alcohol and not helped out, if hebsais he'd spent the money on food for him I'd benokay about it, argh men!!!!