Do you ever get the feeling.

Do you ever get the feeling that they don't love you anymore, or they are not interested in you, they talk to someone else more than they talk to you and you live with them. Theres just silence in the room. I'm always asking how he is just to see if I can get some kind of conversation out of him, but all i get it 'Mmm' and shoulders shrugged. If i want a kiss off him he says no or makes an excuse like its too hot or your too close to my face. So I keep asking myself, does he love me? is he interested?
It's just making me depressed I put on a smile and get on with life, but once I'm in the bed room and Kiara is asleep I'm crying, I've even come to the point of watching chick flicks, something that makes me cry watching people with happiness or losing someone, because all I really want is for the Sam I fell in love with to come back, or if he's not interested for him to tell me, I don't want to sit in this world with no love, its the only thing that keeps me truly happy. I keep finding myself wanting to talk to others maybe someone will love me. but I don't get anything of anyone. The only love i seem to have is me and my daughter, yet it doesn't seem enough.